Wednesday, November 12
I rarely blog in the day, this happens to be one of the rare few times I'm doing that. Can't really concentrate on my notes right now. I think I'm just feeling miserable about myself though.
I had a very big scare last night. It was quite traumatic for me to be staring into a pool of blood mixed with urine in the toilet bowl. The blood kept coming, and I couldn't control my bladder. It was bad enough for me to panic and run to a doctor in the middle of the night. And bad enough to be still feeling paralysed about it right now.
I wonder why does it seem so difficult and so painful for me to get pass this critical period. All I need is another 14 days. I'm not even asking for much, just another 2 weeks.
Posted by Isabelle at 4:13 pm